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Love Letters of Paniali; Letters from bottom of heart which are not easy to share. Maybe one day letters will be opened...

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

hey
today I went and told Dr. Reedyk about taking thursday adn Friday off, and she told me that my contract will finish much before I tought, adn its gone finish at the end of this weeek...

u know its kinda sad, makes me feel i'm already missing every thing here, Mark, Lab, k, and all of his stories, its so out of my plan.
lifee passes so fast, before even u kknow it,
this summer feels like it finish much faster tahn last yr, i have a feeling that i was here just for 1 month, Did I get 6 pay check?maybe 4, aand thats right.
I still can't belive taht, mybe cuz this summer i had k story going on. and that was my procces in this summer, wat was my other acompolished? did i get smarter? which was my hope this summer, ? well at least i get the point that if i "talghin" it to my self, and I open my eyes I can win the "spidee" game.
This summer I also had teh day taht was my most unthinkable day. the day that I mix up our postal code.!
and I had those sweat days of feeling luv, ( kamo bish), and i had those days to remind my self, taht I am teh one who can make my self feel diffrent not waat happens around me, i had day of power, when k didn't call me back, the day that i broke my record, in gym and walking fast to home, aand i had days of getting over k, and I had days of jelousy and being upset y soem other ppl have fun!( u know who, k!) days of 98 ppl list, and dayS of ROLLING STONE,
But all I am suree now, is I did try, i did go for wat i wanted, andI had days of choosing between GOing for wat I want or giving up, I choosed GOING. /wat amoo used to say i am missing,/
I think my summer was posetive, although I didn�t have a bf this summer, or soem real one around, But I learned alot about my self.
How to talk ,/ not finishing my sentences so fast, if i have s.t else about the subject to talk about( and taking care of precious moment of now, and trying to feel happy inside out, I gone go now to be on time "smily face!
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